hmmmm....

Can I give it all to you? You being there and I here? Can I give you enough, is this enough? Im by your side, but am I? I try to be, I want to be. My love is yours alone, but can I show you how much without proximity. I cant hold you, cant kiss you. How can I give you my love? All I have to offer are words, are words enough? If you should hurt, how can I comfort you? How can I make you feel alright, Im not there by your side? Words are all I have to give... How long can they keep you happy? How long will my words be enough. How long will I do? How could I have taken you for granted when I had you so close? Everyday is the same, I cant surprise you with a gift, or smuther you in kisses. I want to give you all that I have, but how? What would I do without you? Id never leave you, how can I leave you Im not there to begin with. How will I know that "I love you" will have a meaning forever in our lives or just become a routine. How long will this do?

Why do I worry? I know he loves me... My worse fear, is not having him one day... I have alot to lose, too much to lose.