feelin better

I thought for quite a while last night, I don't know why I torture myself, there is no reason to. So afraid, but of what? Of losing. But how can I lose? How can I lose something thats lasted this long under these circumstances? I wont, I refuse to let go. So I let my worries go, until my heart burdens me again and sends to mind with them once again.

Six months, six months since you took me back. I love you baby, happy anniversary! <3