You know when you meet someone for the first time, and you just know that you aren't going to get along...
So work so far is easy, tiring though. I work with a bunch of teens that are hormone crazy and lazy... The worse one being a girl named Jessica... She is nice, but she looks like a bitch. It's been a few nights now that I close with her and I end up doing most of the work, or else nothing gets done properly and I end up getting a lecture, though I work my ass off. So last night I decided to complain about it.
See two days ago I closed with her again. It wasn't busy at all, I started the dishes early and all. She came to talk to me for a bit. Started closing the cooler, and then a friend came to see her. She went outside for a bit, maybe 5 minutes and then came back in. I finished the dishes and she still wasn't done with the kitchen. She kept getting distracted by her cell phone, ALL NIGHT that thing was ringing. I even know her ring tone now. "Freak in the mornin', freak in the evening" ugh. I ended up cleaning most of the store and she only did the cooler area. I was dog tired. And she even asked me to do things, like fill the mop bucket for her, and put up the dining room chairs... I was like, bitch, what the fuck are you doing? She did easy stuff, like closing the register......... So I told the crew leader for the night (who happens not to like her) and he had me write a complaint and sign it. I didn't say anything to her the night before, I wasn't planning to. But this is not the first time she pulls this crap. And the boss is threatening to fire those who don't do things correctly, I have bills to pay now, I can't afford to lose this job, however crappy it may be.
I hope things aren't so tense at work today. I hate conflict. Usually I'm not this big a bitch, but she struck a chord. She is not a bad person, but she takes advantage. I have never been in this kind of situation before and it makes me feel all shaky and nervous. I am dreading going in today :(
Then there is the fact that I've realized that socializing at work is out of the question. They are all 4-5 years younger than I am... Live in different planets. One of em had a friend ask me to buy them alcohol last night... I sounded "uncool" and like a "bitch" but I told them NO straight up... Gave them lectures and everything. I don't know where that came from LOL, guess the adult side of me saw a bunch of morons and it aggravated me.
*Sigh, I need a better job. Perhaps I will find another. I will look around if the waters become rocky. But until then I will stick this one out. I just hope everything turns out alright. I hope that I can handle the stress I will endure today.
There are worse things going on in the world. This isn't chaos or anything... I'm just in a state of mind in which little things are overwhelming, and people are intimidating. What the hell happened to the confident carefree me? I used to be able to do anything.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
Maximus- in a quest for the squeaking banana and all the chewable shoes in the world.
This has been today's photographic presentation.
This has been today's photographic presentation.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
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