Making Sense of it all... I can't

It's dumbfounding the way life can unravel and tear you to pieces in one small moment. How before the storm, you feel an eerie sense in your gut and you have nothing to hang onto before the fall...

How did this happen? I was always the one kid I knew whose parents were still strong and together. Why does it hurt so much?

I don't know what to do. How to talk to them now.

But thank God I have Mike. Without him, I'd be shattered right now.