Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Ketch-up Time

... Posting late, sleep is so much easier to neglect in the night than in the morning... But I am behind on a lot so I would like to catch up with things. FIRST OF ALL:



This is more than a week late... But Happy Birthday Mr. Tyler. I saw this and I thought of you, I loved goofy when I was a baby lol. It amazes me, all these little ones could barely talk when I met them. Now they are all about half my height and getting to school. Time flies. It's so nice to watch them grow though.
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Yep. It's 2 am, so much I'm worried about. Like the fact that Abuelo Q. might be sick with cancer again. And I have been angry with him for years. Haven't held a conversation with him in over 6 years. I didn't know he was sick when mom and dad started making plans to bring him over here and I was complaining and whining. I feel guilty now, I shouldn't be so hard on him, on anyone for that matter. Cause then things like this happen and you realize how dumb you have been and what you should have done before. You don't want it to be too late before you realize that you shouldn't go to sleep angry with anyone.

I have a 68.5% in color systems. I am starting to wonder whether I will be successful in this major or not. I can do it, I keep telling myself I can. And I know that what is killing me is an extreme lack of organization and time management. But it keeps getting harder and harder to do well. It's like I need to change my entire way of being in order to do well. Bad habits are hard to break, but I never thought it would be this hard. Gotta keep trying though. I can't give up. I don't want to throw all my dad's hard work and money down the drain.

I am trying to figure out who to vote for this coming presidential election. I'm thinking of leaning republican. There is so much about the democratic party I am not fond of. The republican party isn't doing all that much better but every democratic candidate is a nim-wit and I don't believe Hilary has had enough leadership experience. She does seem EXTREMELY expensive and a tad too ambitious. She is in the lead though I think, and if she wins well I hope she is a good president. But I don't think withdrawal from Iraq is the way to go. Even if it is a gradual process of five years or more. Some people think that if we leave them alone they will leave us alone. But the truth is, there was no war going on when 9/11 occurred. They won't leave us alone. They are just waiting for the moment some schmuck comes in does exactly what they want us to do. I don't think I'm worldy enough yet to judge. I only know what I'm told and have yet to form my own complete opinion. But I don't feel confident in her, and all the rest of the candidates look like a bunch of old crooks lol. They are after all politicians ;) I'm just trying to figure out which are crooks and which only look like crooks. No one is perfect, we are all human.

LASTLY- Just to vent and make me feel better.

  1. NO, it is NOT ACCEPTABLE to have more than one girlfriend.
  2. NO, young mend DO NOT HAVE TO GO OFF AND FUCK AROUND WITH 18 BILLION GIRLS AT THE SAME TIME JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE YOUNG!!!
  3. WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT!!!!!!!!
The end. Goodnight peoples, have a good week :)




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