2 weeks... when is forever?

Dear God,

Thank you so much, for letting us be together for these 2 weeks... I live for being with him. It feels like too little time though. Why can't I be by him always? Why do we have to wait so long to once again live such endless joy?

God, so many obstacles we face, just as we overcome others... I know we are strong... I know we can make it... But regardless our strength, "until next time" still hurts deeply. It stings and we suffer, without knowing why it must be so. Please God, help us... Help me find a way home. Help us be together soon. Please.

I've learned so much about him. Like, that he is very patient with me, even when I'm annoying and I whine. I love it when he's hungry and I hunt something down for him to eat lol. Cooking or finding some place he'd like to eat at, hehe, I take deep satisfaction in taking care of him. Making sure he doesn't forget anything, and holding him when he is sad or tired or just because. I'm so sure that he and I can co-exist under one roof without killing each other.

He is very helpful :) I can't believe how much work he did, ON VACATION lol. Moving exercise equipment, and furniture, and sweeping, and cleaning countertops, and taking weeds off the front yard. Bringing me napkins when I spill stuff and spoiling me every chance he gets.

His spaghetti is to die for lol. <>

He shares everything with me. And tolerates my lesser skill at racing games, and tetris :$ He'd be great at baseball too :) <>. You know you like the game :D It is so much fun to swim with him, cuz he isn't afraid of the high diving board and cuz he sticks by me the whole time and doesn't let my evil brother pull me away from him ;)

He makes me feel better everytime I'm sad or I cry... When I'm mad he calms me down. My hair could be a wreck and I could look like night of the living dead, and this man will still look at me in the eyes and tell me how beautiful I am. He supports me and is there for me, and stands up for me.

God, thank You so much for bringing him into my life. I am the luckiest being alive, because you brought us together, because you blessed me with his presence. Thank You... I am so grateful for him. I will always love and treasure him... Devote myself to taking care of him and loving him. He is the best thing to ever happen to me.

Still, my heart hurts right now. Because in a few hours, he'll be gone again. It's hard to be apart. I miss him so much, too much. Please don't let it be long til I see him again... I can't wait to never leave his side again.

Baby... I want you to know that everything will be ok. I love you so much. You are my everything, and I need you and I will always be there for you to take care of you and share my life with you. I'll be with you again soon. We'll be together soon baby...

I love you.