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What a great month... Well after a 10 day period of sisterly bonding and vacationing with my babez, I am back in Tennessee, but no longer with a frown and tears. Im counting my days until January, thats right 2006. I had told myself when I was 16 that I would move out by age 18 and I thought it wasnt going to happen, but suddenly everything is going well *I hope it stays that way*.

Things done:
Mini golf
Kings Dominion Fearfest
Tyler's Bday
2 movies
sleep over
chick flicks
cooking
cleaning
sleeping
HW
Lots of driving to get babez :P completely worth it
um... blank in the brain.. lol

I left my sister sadly, and surprisingly, she weeped like hell and became all unglued upon my departure. So I told my dad about the college I want to go to, and like a mini-lawyer justified my reasons for wanting to go; which were...

"Daddy, there is a campus in Atlanta, but a girl my age and height alone, in a city like Atlanta, well... thats just like condemning me to a dangerous place all alone ;) I dont want to be alone, this school has all I need for my major, its what I want to do. Yadi can stay with me, and I can keep my VA license and lease the apartment with her so it shows I have residence, to have in-state tuition. GMU was shown to be 17th best in a list of US law schools so yadi can study there and I can take care of her." Surprisingly, he understood and by the end of the night, it was agreed. I will be leaving in January to live with my sister.

Im going back home. I am scared to leave my parents. I feel sort of bad, but I have to leave someday. I cant live suffocated like this anymore. I will just miss them so terribley. I love them both so much, and yes I complain alot but they are my parents. My dad gives me the "ur my baby girl" look again. My mom looks like she is trying to hide her worries and sadness. She will be lonely I know. But we barely spend any time together when I am at home. I wish I could have been her friend. I know they are sacrificing a lot for me. Im scared. I mean, I dont want to miss spending the holidays with them, their birthdays, anniversaries, nice moments. I want to have my puppy with me. I dont want to miss a thing. But I know I have to make my future, I want to make them proud and show them I could do things on my own.

I want to show them they can trust me to concentrate on priorities and get what I have to do done. That I have learned from my mistakes. I will miss the room they gave me, this house they got thinking about us. I feel so bad because now it will just be them and my brother. I will be back a lot tho, because this is my home. This is where my viejos are.

I am so excited though, because I get to be myself, and do things independently. :D Well, gotta go. Homework. Muahz! buh bai.

To Be Continued.............