Flamboyance

It's been 70 degrees for the past couple of weeks, the leaves are changing colors, you could see time going by. I'm undergoing change myself, and overcoming self conflict successfully.

I feel so much better now. Like the me I used to be years ago, only more weary of life, but more confident in ability to succeed. I didn't notice though, how much my self esteem had dropped. Plummeted. I see myself so different. My condition left me failing left and right, unable to do things any normal person could do. I am my own worst critic I know. I guess I just need to prove to myself that I can do things and I can achieve my goals. I know I will now. Everything was so overwhelming before, but as time has gone by it's becoming manageable. I can't believe I have the same ailment as my mother... But things happen for a reason. Perhaps I had to see what she was going through in order to recognize my symptoms better. I went for treatment early, and thankfully will not become so out of control, I have a chance at normalcy.

And so I can conclude that I am happy. I have a great outlook in life and feel healthy again. I am counting down the days until my dream comes true. I am eagerly counting down the days until I go back to school. Finally made up my mind about what I want to be, something I'm passionate and enthusiastic about. Helping children learn and experience their early years memorably in order to encourage future success in their education.

I'm on my way to work in a few minutes, but I thought I'd stop by and drop a note lol. Until next time,

Z <3>