"It's Either That, Or I Don't Say Anything At All"

I don't know what to say. I was trying really hard to make you see something but you didn't want to hear. I always say, I don't talk just to talk, I say things because they mean something, or at least they do to me. I don't say them to be mean, I don't say them to hurt you. I say them so you could understand where I'm coming from, so you can say where you are coming from and we could reach a happy medium.

I NEED you to talk to me baby. I need you to converse with me. I need to know that I inspire you to share even the smallest things with me. That I inspire you. Yo se que "rarr" es un carinito. I know you are showing me affection when you say that to me. I love it when you do those things baby. But I need you to say more than that. I need to hear about your day, about the things that interest you. About the silly random things you think about. About the games you play. About everything, anything.

Sometimes you talk. You do, I'm not saying you don't at all. But it hurts when you say you have nothing to say to me. It hurts when you tell me that I HAVE to say rarr, or you will hang up the phone. That that is ALL you have to say to me. That you have nothing else to say to me. I am not being mean. I am TRYING to tell you something.

I am guessing tonight you will not call me anymore. I have tried calling you but you won't pick up, probably because you were at work. You don't want to talk to me now at all. I think you're out now though, sigh*

I'm not trying to be mean. And I hate feeling bad when I try to tell you that I need something from you. It's like you refuse to. I wasn't trying to be mean. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.

I hope you are OK. I hope you have a good night baby. I love you so much, you don't know how much.