No... I dont have a job. I was planning on getting one when I moved over there... Wow... But I know I always have to have a backup plan. So I guess I will get a job... Only problems with that... Is a huge lack of time for things I need to do. Such as: Do homework for 16 credits worth of classes next semester, still do my house chores, find time to spend with my loved ones, and have atleast a little bit of time for me. I will start off with just 3 days of work and when I get the hang of time management, I'll get 4 or 5... I hope to get an ok job. I have to save money for the cell and gas... Ill put money in savings. I hope to earn plenty. I have work experience, have never been fired, and have a diploma. What kinds of jobs that pay ok can I get with those qualifications? I mean waitressing doesnt cut it... Retail... not that great either. What else is out there for me????
Maybe I should just wait until I finish college to go. I mean next semester I will be a sophomore. It would take about 3 years. Id take interior design, graduate and get going. 3 years is a long time huh? Lots can happen in 3 years, thats what scares me. I would visit as often as I could though, Id visit my babez. It wouldnt be every month but Id spend time there. I dont know. Im scared. I sound like a baby dont I? I feel so imature. I mean Im here thinking that I can go back in 3 years and things will be the same as they would be now if I went. Im hoping for a miracle I guess. Blah. Must stop writing. I must admit though, that I am in a better mood today that the past week and Im trying to find alternatives to my problems. There's always a way I think. But anyway. Its 2:16am. I should really get to bed huh?
Goodnight. Sweet dreams :) xoxo...
Zuli signing out. ..(my mom says that on msn, i think its cute lol)... buh baiz <3
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3 comments:
you're doing the right thing. all your hard work at school will pay off- without a degree your choices will be only waitressing! hehe
i also believe that if its meant to be, it will happen. life will always test you of course, so be patient.
i started college, then got crazy and ran away from home wanting kinda the same things you do. and now i regret it- not finishing. next you know i got pregnant and the rest is history! lol
take your time in growing up- its a cruel world out there, even crueler than where u are now. the more weapons (your degree)you have to survive, the better.
god, i sound like such a parent! lol. i only wish someone gave me this advice back then...but oh well ;) take care. :)
My dad says my that he and my mom are afraid of me... or say my personality, cuz they know that when I want something I go after it and no one can change my mind. However I do know that an education is the one thing no one can ever take from me, and although I am getting rather fatigued by school I know I have to do it. Maybe if I went now, it would be bad, because there would be no one pushing me the way my parents are now. I can get rather lazy. That being said... I guess I just have to forget what I want for now and do what i have to. Blah... just thinking about it makes me tired...
I member Dad telling me the importance of school....I know that he did not want us to go through the same things he did...but...like you said Zulen...when you have that drive...no one can stop you. And I didn't listen...I thought...I need to learn this MY WAY...but when I look back I wish I would of listened to my dad half as much...about many things...because he ended up being right alomst ALL the time. Experience is the best teacher...and if your family advises you of something memebr they do have that knowledge and have been through it... But...we do need to lead our own lives...and make our own decisions...we only hope that what we choose will come out good. Trust in yourself and your family...they only want the best for you...and Vani is right about the cruel world out there....make sure you are as well prepared as poss. like dad said...a degree is like a weapon...it helps you get more. And that can't be so bad.
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