I have decided to embark on a new adventure: Belly Dancing. I'm taking lessons each Saturday morning, it's actually pretty amazing. I'm not half bad for a beginner and I'm really excited about it. It's exercise, and fun at the same time. I think this dance is beautiful, it's not easy but once you master it, you can do beautiful things. It sort of reminds me this part in fantasia... Impressionable? Maybe you can call me that. But I just think I'm open to trying new things and I can see beauty in many artistic forms of expression (also getting into theater). Here are two videos. One is of belly dance, the other fantasia:
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Monday, January 07, 2008
You Need Not Read My Rants- You've been warned lol
At some point tonight, I was sleepy. But it is now 2:30a.m. and I am not the least bit able to sleep. I am sleepy don't get me wrong but I just can't keep my eyes shut. This dog has my internal clock all screwed up lol. He'll be 3 months old in a few days, it feels like he is never going to age. Roger will be 8 years old in February, he still acts like a puppy hehe. He hates the new arrival, doesn't even want to look at him. But in time he will accept him in the house and all will be well.
School starts tomorrow, I can't say I'm excited. I feel like I just finished with the stress and drama of last semester's assignments. I am confident in my ability to do well, I broke my slump and am back in the good grades game... wow that sounded so fruity lol.
I am glad though that I won't have to see my friggin cousin for a while. He is annoying and obnoxious and frankly I can't stand him. He is 13, weighs about 89 pounds, he looks like a troll, he thinks he deserves everything because he is him, pero no tiene nada en que caerse muerto. He is pissing me off lately. Like yesterday he comes into my room to play with my puppy, he keeps grabbing him by the snout and shaking him and then Maximus gets exasperated and starts biting at anyone and anything. I told him to stop that. Then later I ask him to hold him for a sec and he said that it is a dirty animal and he won't touch him. Then today we went to outback and he decided that he wanted the most expensive thing on the menu, and I manipulated his little dumb brain into getting something cheaper, because his dumb ass has never set foot in a restaurant like that, his first choice was too big for him to eat, and he didn't even eat what he did end up ordering completely. He came home after that, and my puppy was crying and he starts yelling at him and saying that he is always whining and giving me an attitude. I've just about had it with his impudence, so I told him that he whines more than anyone in the house and his mom still loves him so he should just keep his mouth shut. His mom better not say shit to me, she has to teach her kid some fucking manners. For christmas my mom got him a cell phone and he looked at it like it was a piece of shit and didn't even say thank you. I told him that he couldn't use my xbox or my PS2 and he gave me an attitude so I told him that if he asks me one more time I will make it so he can't even watch TV in my house. My stupid aunt was in the basement the other day, and Roger was down there and I heard her yelling at him and saying that she was going to punch him. I DARE HER, I will have her kicked out of here so fast she won't even have time to find a box to live in.
Her ugly ass daughter decided to tell me that her grandfather and the family thought that my dad was a wuss because he listens to my mom. I turned around and told her that grandpa is a coward and no one to judge because he has beat the shit out of his wife and kids and my dad has never laid one finger on a woman. A man that takes care of his wife and listens and respects her is not a wuss, and the man that judges a man negatively for doing such things can't call himself a man. She couldn't say shit back.
I am tired of having people that I greatly dislike in my house. I didn't even have a say in the decision to bring them here. And everyone is frigging uncomfortable. I told them the day they invited my aunt over here not to bring her over here. I was beside myself. It's like I didn't even count. But now they know I was right and that bringing those people over here was a burden. They don't know how to appreciate anything. They are very ill educated people, sexist, emotionally stunted, selfish and hypocritical. My aunt says that hot bananas give her sinuses for heaven sakes! My cousin is dating someone because he is moving away. Steven thinks the world owes him everything. My grandpa is a selfish sexist bastard, who didn't even get past middle school.
We went to the movies with some of my sisters friends when Crystal was here. They all said they couldn't stand her. She didn't want to talk to anyone and treated them like they had ebola or something, like she was too good to talk to them. This bitch is even lucky she came along and they paid her movie ticket.
I'm tired of kissing people's asses because my dad feels bad when I show how I really feel. This is it. When Steven bothers me, I will not keep shut. When Titi Jackie steps past the line, I will put her in her place. She is a guest in this house and needs not impose and no one has asked her for her opinion anyway (she is a know-it-all, a lady who thinks bananas cause sinus pains... A lady who can't think of anything but criticizing my dad for being able to watch TV when he was little because he got good grades when she never was able to... WHY?! Because you got shitty grades bitch! It's only fair! Get the hell over it! Stop being jealous! GROW UP!) None of his family has noticed that out of 4 children, my dad is the only one with a house, good kids who know how to love and how to appreciate things they are given, a career, and a fulfilling life thus far. My aunt has lived in her parents house til recently (she is 46!) She married a bum, got divorced, had another baby with some other guy that abandoned her and the baby, and since then has decided to live vicariously through my cousin who is a flat chested, flat ass, FUGLY girl incapable of showing affection or friendship with little or no personality.
I'm not going to entertain them anymore or spend time with people who make my blood pressure go beyond healthy levels. I miss my baby I'll be with him!
UGH! I have to stop ranting, I have a headache. I just needed to vent. Good Night
School starts tomorrow, I can't say I'm excited. I feel like I just finished with the stress and drama of last semester's assignments. I am confident in my ability to do well, I broke my slump and am back in the good grades game... wow that sounded so fruity lol.
I am glad though that I won't have to see my friggin cousin for a while. He is annoying and obnoxious and frankly I can't stand him. He is 13, weighs about 89 pounds, he looks like a troll, he thinks he deserves everything because he is him, pero no tiene nada en que caerse muerto. He is pissing me off lately. Like yesterday he comes into my room to play with my puppy, he keeps grabbing him by the snout and shaking him and then Maximus gets exasperated and starts biting at anyone and anything. I told him to stop that. Then later I ask him to hold him for a sec and he said that it is a dirty animal and he won't touch him. Then today we went to outback and he decided that he wanted the most expensive thing on the menu, and I manipulated his little dumb brain into getting something cheaper, because his dumb ass has never set foot in a restaurant like that, his first choice was too big for him to eat, and he didn't even eat what he did end up ordering completely. He came home after that, and my puppy was crying and he starts yelling at him and saying that he is always whining and giving me an attitude. I've just about had it with his impudence, so I told him that he whines more than anyone in the house and his mom still loves him so he should just keep his mouth shut. His mom better not say shit to me, she has to teach her kid some fucking manners. For christmas my mom got him a cell phone and he looked at it like it was a piece of shit and didn't even say thank you. I told him that he couldn't use my xbox or my PS2 and he gave me an attitude so I told him that if he asks me one more time I will make it so he can't even watch TV in my house. My stupid aunt was in the basement the other day, and Roger was down there and I heard her yelling at him and saying that she was going to punch him. I DARE HER, I will have her kicked out of here so fast she won't even have time to find a box to live in.
Her ugly ass daughter decided to tell me that her grandfather and the family thought that my dad was a wuss because he listens to my mom. I turned around and told her that grandpa is a coward and no one to judge because he has beat the shit out of his wife and kids and my dad has never laid one finger on a woman. A man that takes care of his wife and listens and respects her is not a wuss, and the man that judges a man negatively for doing such things can't call himself a man. She couldn't say shit back.
I am tired of having people that I greatly dislike in my house. I didn't even have a say in the decision to bring them here. And everyone is frigging uncomfortable. I told them the day they invited my aunt over here not to bring her over here. I was beside myself. It's like I didn't even count. But now they know I was right and that bringing those people over here was a burden. They don't know how to appreciate anything. They are very ill educated people, sexist, emotionally stunted, selfish and hypocritical. My aunt says that hot bananas give her sinuses for heaven sakes! My cousin is dating someone because he is moving away. Steven thinks the world owes him everything. My grandpa is a selfish sexist bastard, who didn't even get past middle school.
We went to the movies with some of my sisters friends when Crystal was here. They all said they couldn't stand her. She didn't want to talk to anyone and treated them like they had ebola or something, like she was too good to talk to them. This bitch is even lucky she came along and they paid her movie ticket.
I'm tired of kissing people's asses because my dad feels bad when I show how I really feel. This is it. When Steven bothers me, I will not keep shut. When Titi Jackie steps past the line, I will put her in her place. She is a guest in this house and needs not impose and no one has asked her for her opinion anyway (she is a know-it-all, a lady who thinks bananas cause sinus pains... A lady who can't think of anything but criticizing my dad for being able to watch TV when he was little because he got good grades when she never was able to... WHY?! Because you got shitty grades bitch! It's only fair! Get the hell over it! Stop being jealous! GROW UP!) None of his family has noticed that out of 4 children, my dad is the only one with a house, good kids who know how to love and how to appreciate things they are given, a career, and a fulfilling life thus far. My aunt has lived in her parents house til recently (she is 46!) She married a bum, got divorced, had another baby with some other guy that abandoned her and the baby, and since then has decided to live vicariously through my cousin who is a flat chested, flat ass, FUGLY girl incapable of showing affection or friendship with little or no personality.
I'm not going to entertain them anymore or spend time with people who make my blood pressure go beyond healthy levels. I miss my baby I'll be with him!
UGH! I have to stop ranting, I have a headache. I just needed to vent. Good Night
