End of month update

A little late to address your last comments huh? Sorry about that... Things have been somewhat hectic.

Well... Yadi came out of surgery ok, having some ligaments cut and some folds removed. She is in a bit of pain and all but I have been a good nurse lol. Yesterday was kind of funny. We took her brace off so she could change the bandaids and she turned blue and almost passed out hahaha.

As far as school... I have done some major slacking... Gotta change. Yeah... I am definately gonna do my all to graduate soon. I am bright and intelligent and capable, there is nothing I can't handle.

I feel like I am NOT a child anymore. Like I do have a say about what I want. I can do anything I want to do. I don't have to be afraid of mom and dad anymore. I made peace with mommy and daddy, said sorry for all the things I have done wrong. Things that have eaten away at my conscience for more than two years now.

well... my homework is piled to the ceiling. Yadi is getting surgery on both of her knees next week. And I just realized... that I stand no chance of graduating in 2008 like I wanted to... Looks like I will be just like everyone else, 2009.

Well... that was all. Just letting some of my wallowing thoughts out for the night. Onto homework.

bai

GOOD NEWS BABY

I will leave TN by car on Friday october 20th, and stay until Tuesday october 23 (I leave that day, by car again).

I know it isnt much time at all, but we have to find a way to get to each other in that period of time... I'm sorry it couldn't be longer :(

I love you baby :) MUAH!

<3 Me

Yay 4 days off!

That there... is the expression I had on my face for nearly the entire week haha. I have been sooo tired... I can't even imagine what it would be like to come home from work at night and have to cook and clean and take care of a family.

I have to say that I am happy and excited about going to this new school. I finally feel challenged. Sometimes I feel challenged to an overwhelming point, but thats ok, as long as I learn what I have to.

Thank heavens though, for this weekend coming up. A lovely 4 day weekend so I can work out the kinks of a long hard week. A week of parking tickets, boring books, long nights of homework, shopping for school supplies, and taking care of business at home.

Oh criggles! lol (just made that word up...) Mommy just got home. I have to go and attend to her every wim.

Take care.