Wednesday, January 25, 2006

top: Jorge and I in grandma's room. I was already shorter than jorge Bottom: Mom, Yadi, Jorge and I, petting a tiger on the Tio Nobel Show in Puerto Rico Posted by Picasa
my first boyfriend who I picked up at Mickey D's lmao Posted by Picasa
I had weird hair and liked to pose, jorge had A.D.D lol, and Yadi had funny hair!  Posted by Picasa
more halloween pics Posted by Picasa
halloween at madrina's bakery Posted by Picasa
gramps offered me a cuban cigar lol Posted by Picasa
i have talent, baseball rox! Posted by Picasa
from left to right, Me with my madrina, then with my daddy, then with my padrino Posted by Picasa
opening my first present Posted by Picasa
my first bday Posted by Picasa
Mom High after I was born Posted by Picasa
Young Grandpa in New York snow Posted by Picasa
I have always liked the pool Posted by Picasa
Jorge as a new born Posted by Picasa
a few years later.... Posted by Picasa
eeew I was a nasty looking new born Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

more things about myself

Basics

Time: 3:17pm
Name: Zulen
Nickname(s): Zuli, little jo, flakoide ;), culen, chikita, caramelitos, baby - I respond to all of em.
Favorite nickname: Any on of those except culen and flakoide.
Age: 18
Age you act: i no know lol
Age you wish you could be: 16
Height: 5'1"
Weight: 145
Shoe size: 8
Siblings: 2
Pets: 2
Living situation: parents house
Location: Middle of Nowhere Tennessee
Childhood past and General past Favorite toy: Queko-baby boy doll
How did you dress? Kid: I dressed with summer clothes all year. Shorts, tank tops, spaghetti straps,skirts, short jumpers...
Preschool: I used to call it "La Escuelita"
What age did you stop using the bottle? I no know
Did you prefer playing indoors or outdoors? Outdoors
Did you have an immaginary friends? Nope
First pet: Hercules lab puppy
What did you want to be when you grew up? A doctor
Do you still want to be that? Blood makes me all blah... NO
(assuming you do) did you always have your own room? Yes
Did you ever ask a fat lady how long she'd been pregnant for? Nope
What age did you learn to read and write? before kindergarten..
Were you quiet or nosy? Quiet until I learned to talk lol
What was your favorite story book? Crictor the Boa Constrictor.
Second favorite?Are You My Mother? Dr. Seuss
Third favorite?Green Eggs and Ham- Dr. Seuss
Sum yourself up as a kid. Quiet but outgoing and flirty, spoiled, stubborn, did everything ahead of time, intelligent, clever, very short, sick a lot of times, bad tempered.
Who was your first best friend? Kendra Gilgren
How old were you when you had your first birthday party? 1
Where was it? Grandmas house, bayamon PR
What was your earliest bedtime? 7
When did you learn to ride a bike? In Venezuela in a sandlot behind a baseball park before I turned 8.
Were you immaginative? Yes
Did you play with gender appropriate toys? Barbie and G.I. Joe rode hotwheels to dinner lol
Did you play with age appropriate toys? Yep
What was your favorite stuffed animal? It was a care bare with a milkshake on its tummy.
How many barbies did you have? like 50, but I killed em all lmao.
Did you have carebears?Yep
Ninja turtles? Yep
That creepy bear that reads books? Nope, I always thought he looked like Mr. Maziarski my freshman english teacher lmao.
Did you like to climb trees? Very Much, til I fell of a branch.
Throw tantrums? I knew better.
Was it hard to sleep, or did you sleep like a baby? I slept about 20 hours a day lol, all the time.
Did you go to the zoo? No
Did you scream a lot? No
.Did you ever go to an amusement park? To the circus and the feris wheel.
When and where was your first kiss? In front of the computer lab in middle school in PR, when I was 13. Just a peck.
First French Kiss? WOW- I got locked in a bathroom with this guy when I was 15 at my first job. HORRIBLE I TELL YOU!
Kissed someone of the opposite sex? YEP
Kissed someone of the same sex? On the cheek.
how many total goldfish have you collectively owned? MANY... But they died
As a kid, what was the best thing ever? Trips to grandma's house
The worst? Mom's crazy fits, and all the times I got really sick.
What was the best year of your life? hmmm... Id say 8th grade, everything was perfect then... 1999 to 2000.

Generally, in the past, have you ever:

Ran away from home? No
Snuck out? Many times in 2005 though
Wished on a star? Yes
Danced in the rain? No
Been to an unsupervised party? nope
Been drunk? Uh... no
Smoked? No nasty!
Been beaten up? No B
een depressed? Yes
Been lonely? Yes
Been afraid of the dark? Yes
Cut your own hair? No
Stayed up all night? Yes
Gone streaking? No
Gone skinny dipping? No
Played strip poker? No
Been on a roof? No
Been in a trash can? No
Egged somebodies house? No
Teepeed someones house? No
Cheated on a guy / girl? NO, why would a person do that!
Cheated on a test? Not in 06.
Set something on fire on purpose? The fire place.
Set something on fire accidentally? The back yard lmfao
Eaten squid? No eeeeeeew!
Eaten sushi? No gross!
Had a cell phone? Yes 2 0f em.
Had a computer? Yes a laptop
Had an ipod / mp3 player? Yes
Broken a light bulb? haha Im clumsy, yes
Cruised the streets past 3 AM? Uh uh...
Did a prank call? No
Gone to school with a hangover? No
Been in love? Yes very much so
Sworn at your parents? Not this year
Regretted something you did? Yes but little things
Regretted something you should have done but never did? Yes
Lied to your parents? White Lies
Lied to your friends? White lies... like, I told alisha my cell phone fell in the toilet cuz she wanted me to call her too much.

Currently:

Are you a lucky person? Yes in many ways
Are you a happy person? For the most part yes
What are you wearing? Long blue shirt that looks like a wife beater but isnt.
What did you have for breakfast? nothing
What kind of socks do you wear? white n grey ankle socks
What are your most comfortable shoes? reeboks
Are you doing well in school? Yes...
Do you have a lot of friends? I dont know...
Are you happy with them? I don't know...

Past of 2005:

Did 2005 treat you well? mostly
Did it go by fast, slow, or at just the right pace? Sometimes too fast and others too slow.
Approximately how many parties did you go to? 1
What was your biggest acheivement this year? Hmmm.. bringing my GPA to 3.25 from 2.6
Did you change over 2005? Yes
Did your hairstyle change? Yes
How much taller did you get from last year? 1 inch?
Did you make new friends? sort of
Did you lose any old friends? I don't know...
Did you try new things? Yes
Go places you've never been? Yes
Do things you've never done? Yes
Things you never thought you would do? yes.
Have fun? Yes
What do you miss most about 2005? Being with my baby whenever I wanted to
If you could choose one thing to completely undo, what would it be? I dont think I did anything regretful in 05
If you could choose one thing to redo (fix) what would it be? Never continued to talk to Carlos.
If you could choose one thing to relive, what would it be? :) October.
Did 2005 have a big impact on your life? Yes
Do you think 2006 will be better? Yes
Was 2005 special? Yes
Was it the best year for you? It was one of the great ones.
Have you made a resolution? Keep my mind set on graduating early
What's one thing you will do differently in 2006? Be a better daughter
What are your goals? Keep my baby and my loved ones happy.
Do you feel fullfilled? So far yes.
Are you going to learn something new from 2006? Yes
What's one place you want to go? Home to my baby
What's the main thing you want out of 2006? Growth and maturity as a person. To learn all that I can from life. To become independent little by little.
Back to this past year, have you been.. Naughty or Nice? Nice >=)
Happy or Sad? Depends when and where.
Dull or Interesting? Both lol
Interesting Boring or Fun? a little of each
Crazy or Normal? both
Wild or Calm? both
Mean or Kind? MEAN and kind
Caring? Yes
Carefree? yes,
Careless? Yes
Careful? Yes
Loud or Silent? both
Smart or Stupid? smart

Last but not least.. Nine things you won't be able to live without.

1. Mike, my best friend for always
2. my siblings
3. hard to admit but mommy and daddy
4. a place to write and share with my friends
5. good food
6. Good friends
7. my cell phone
8. Money for plane tickets
9. the happiness my puppy brings me

Monday, January 16, 2006

School Starts Again...

OK so school starts tomorrow again. Time for late nights doing homework, early morning awakenings, stressful final exams, and an un-nerving wait for final grades.... Good news is, I only have 4 classes, as opposed to 5... Trust me, it does make a big difference. So this makes my 3rd semester in college, Gosh I cant wait til I finish. In 2008, I will finally be able to say that I have a degree, its wonderful. Of course I am sacrificing my summers so I can finish a year early, but its well over worth it.

My schedule goes as follows...

Monday-
Cultural Anthropology: 12 - 12:50

Tuesday-
Contemporary Mathematics: 8am-9:15am
Intro to Humanities: 9:30am - 10:45am
Art Appreciation: 11am - 12:15

Wednesday-
Cultural Anthropology: 12 - 12:50

Thursday-
Contemp. Math: 8am - 9:15am
Art Appreciation: 11am - 12:15

Friday-
Cultural Anthropology: 12 - 12:50

Not bad at all. 12 credits, easy schedule, breaks between classes. I'm lovin'n this. Thats all I guess.... Not much to write about cept I miss you baby, and I am waiting for you to call me lol... Blah, I will write when I have something interesting to write about. lots of love all, have a good day. ;)

Zuli signing out.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

New Years Night.

This is my family.
Grandma in green, Grandpa next to her in grey, Daddy and Yadi by him,
Mom with Panchito, Me With Roger, and Jorge by me.
All 9 of us =)

hopes for 06

2005- I learned so much and discovered tons of new things about myself this year. I've learned to bend and adjust to the obstacles that hinder me from directly achieving my goals. I've learned that when things are at their worst, and you've fallen all the way down, there is no where to go but up. In order to succeed you need to want to prosper and not lose sight of your dreams. When you feel you've lost, open your eyes and realize what you still have, and know that even though you are down, there are other less fortunate in the world.

The reception of this new year was warm and serene. I feel like this year I will accomplish everything I have in mind. As the years speed away, I set more and more rigorous challenges for myself, and I feel more capable and determined than ever to succeed. I want to get my bachelor's degree two years from now. A lot of work, but I can do it. I want to get a good job, and work my way to settling down in a place I can call my own. I want to make my loved ones proud of me.

I have so many wishes for myself, and for those I care about: I hope and pray each night that this year delivers the peace and happiness you deserve. Happy 2006 you guys!

With love,
Me <3